May 22nd, 2010

on May 22, 2010

This is what I call life sucks.
Better all shut their mouth up, and stay away,
Just stop ruining my day.
I said all, and I mean it.

jeritan hati

on April 04, 2010

hujan, reda dong.. gue mau pulang :S

what I like from you

on March 11, 2010

1. You taught me how to play chess. during our meal.

2. You give me the widest grin when we're video calling.
3. You pinch my cheek :)

update status

on February 28, 2010

labil berat,
underpressure,
down se-down downnya,
feeling pathetic,
sedih,
being compared continuously,
mendengarkan semua orang, tapi ga didengarkan,
crying in silent,
and have no one.

except lidya trilestari kosasih :)

linger - the cranberries

on February 17, 2010

If you, if you could return
Don't let it burn, don't let it fade
I'm sure I'm not being rude
But it's just your attitude
It's tearing me apart
It's ruining everything

I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why you were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong

If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn't be so confused
And I wouldn't feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

And I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

And I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

You know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

2nd week of Feb

on February 09, 2010

Halo. Sekarang tanggal 12 Februari dan masih ada 9 hari lagi untuk magang :S saking udah kebiasanya, sekarang pegelnya nggak sepegel minggu kemaren.
Hari ini hari jumat, dan menurut pengalaman anak-anak yang magang lainnya, kalo udah hari Jumat tuh senang, bawaannya kerjanya udah nyantai :) bener juga sih.
Nah sekarang gw lagi rada gabut, jadi gw meluangkan waktu buat nulis-nulis blog aja.
Lately, I realize that everyone's become emotional. Labil, kalo bahasanya Budi. Haha. Menurut analisis gue, kayanya gara-gara semua orang capek magang deh. Jadi pulang kerja, semua sama-sama capek, ketemu, jadi sama-sama labil gitu. Efek domino. Haha.
Gw juga sadar kok gw akhir-akhir ini cepet banget marah. Orang ngomong apa, gw dengernya nggak nyante. Padahal maksud orang itu bukan gitu. Haha.. Gemblung.
Dan semua orang kayanya problemnya itu-itu aja. Love life. Kenapa ya? Apa karena udah mau valentine? Haha sugesti.
I myself, am having a problem with relationship. Not a problem, actually it's my problem. I'm in a step where I'm having an attempt to interpret what relationship really means. According to Oxford Dictionary, relationship is :

• noun 1 the way in which two or more people or things are connected, or the state of being connected. 2 the way in which two or more people or groups regard and behave towards each other. 3 an emotional and sexual association between two people.

So, even the dictionary doesn't mention any 'status' word. What's so important of it anyway?
Tuh kan jadi labil. Gw merasa gw norak jadinya. Haha intinya kaya gw bertanya-tanya, sebetulnya what's the purpose of making a relationship to be legal or official? To prevent insecurity? Why can't these two people just make a try? What makes them afraid? Is status a shelter to protect a relationship?

OK stop labil ah. Nanti malem pulang kerja gw sama anak-anak kos mau nonton Valentine's Day, cukuplah untuk melepas kepenatan seminggu kerja :) happy weekend, everyone!

on the job training

on February 08, 2010

Hai hai! Setelah UAS selesai, kami anak prasetiya mulya diwajibkan ikut internship gitu selama bulan Februari. Gw magang di Cita Persada School, Cinere. Jadi ini sekolah national plus dari tingkat toddler, pre-Kindergarten, Kindergarten, sampe primary kelas 4. Everyday I have to catch Metromini 619 to cinere :) kinda tiring, but I also enjoy this internship. Lately bahu gue suka ceklek2 gitu sampe pake counterpain dan dipijetin Yurika, saking kecapeannya duduk di depan komputer for the whole day dari jam 8 sampe jam 5. Haha dan yg paling gue suka lagi, tiap makan siang kan ada catering gitu, gw paling hobi ngeliatin lauk2nya yg aneh-aneh. Maklum, anak kos :D heeeeeeee nice experience!